It has been a while since I've last posted (almost a year ago!) but life has completely taken me by surprise. There's been a lot of devastating things that has happened to be during this past year. But I have to keep remind myself that it could have been worse and things will eventually get better.
During this emotional process in my life, I have been focusing more on my fitness journey. In a way it's therapeutic to me because I know can control how my body will react, I have control of what I do. I know that was my problem when I was going through what I was going through. I wanted to stop it all but I had no control of it. It was already done. And it almost killed me. (emotionally) But as the saying goes,
"what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger!" And
I have gotten stronger. My body was gotten way stronger, my endurance level has completely changed. It's great!
I'm also doing a new workout regime by
Fitness Blender and within 2 weeks I've lost 5-7 pounds, depending on the day. I feel more confident and more sure of myself. It's an 8 week program. I have about 6 more weeks to go. I can not wait to find out how much more weight I can lose with this. I have to admit, I have been cheating a few times on my "diet" but I'm only human. Though that is no excuse I need to be more disciplined if I want to lose this "emotional weight". That's what I'm calling it because I've turned to food to make myself "feel better". But we all know comfort food only makes it worse. Especially when you can't fit your skinny jeans anymore.
As I'm writing this post, I'm feeling a release, some sort of creative release from it all. I feel like this what I should be doing. I want to hopefully start posting more fashion posts featuring my style. I follow so many fashion bloggers and youtube vloggers I feel like this is what I should be doing.
And I can't wait to start !
