Friday, January 24, 2014

A Step in the Right Direction

For quite some time now, I have been really trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I'm 22, and most people I have gone to high school with has gone to and even graduated from college. Mean while, I was busting my ass working at dead end jobs for low pay. I have wasted quite some time at those jobs when I could have been doing something way more productive with my life. Time is so precious and it's all we have so I should have spent it more wisely. Now, I'm here... almost 6 years later... Working at a popular retail store at a mall. The pay is not good, I can get cut at a moments notice. They only reward you if they like you. Not because you work hard. I am not growing anymore in the position I am at. Sometimes, I feeling like walking in and giving them my two weeks notice. I am so over working there!!! I get so grieved and anxious whenever it's time for me to go to bed to wake up the next day for "work". I want to do MORE with my life but I don't know how or WHERE to start. I have applied to a popular fashion school in NYC to only be put on the waiting list.....
I don't know what else to do. I do know that I want to work in the fashion industry. But WHICH part?.. They creative side or the business side??... I DONT KNOW! And I have recently obsessed with so many fashion bloggers, I want to experiment with that side of it also, but I don't really have the money for it. My taste doesn't much up with my funds at the moment, since I barely work. Last week I got FOUR hours! I mean c'mon how do they expect ANYONE to live off of that??.. I'm just at a really low place in my life right now. I just need guidance.... I don't know where to start... I just need to take a step in the right direction..

Friday, January 17, 2014

H&M Wishlist

I am completely invested in H&M right now! I am loving basically everything I see on their website. So here are a few favorites I hope to own very soon ;)

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Tuesday, January 14, 2014


Last week, H&M has their Winter Sale! It was dream. I literally wanted everything! But I couldn't :(  I did get two new things to add to my ever growing "collection". I love online shopping because other people haven't touched the clothes, tried it on, leaving their own personal "scent" on their. Ordering online, the clothes come in packages, plastic covering, like it was freshly made... Just for me, lol. So I always get excited whenever my package arrives on my door step. I have been ordering from H&M a lot lately. I feel like my style is evolving into more of a "grown up" appeal to it. I use to shop at Forever 21, I would SWEAR by it. But now, thing's have changed. Forever 21 is more like a "preteen/teen" environment. With the neon colors, & wild prints, weird graphic tees. I want more of a sophisticated look, like Zara, H&M, ASOS. But mostly H&M. Also! If you search good enough you can find coupon codes for shopping on their online website. It's so great. I love it!.
Last month I ordered a faux leather jacket that was originally priced at $49.95 for $20! Such a steal!! & I also ordered a 6-pack rings set for only $4.95. See, you don't have to spend a million dollars to look stylish.

I am currently waiting for my other package to arrive from H&M. Should be here by the end of this week, I ordered last week. That's another thing I like, their delivery service is really good. Does not take that long at all!