Friday, January 24, 2014

A Step in the Right Direction

For quite some time now, I have been really trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. I'm 22, and most people I have gone to high school with has gone to and even graduated from college. Mean while, I was busting my ass working at dead end jobs for low pay. I have wasted quite some time at those jobs when I could have been doing something way more productive with my life. Time is so precious and it's all we have so I should have spent it more wisely. Now, I'm here... almost 6 years later... Working at a popular retail store at a mall. The pay is not good, I can get cut at a moments notice. They only reward you if they like you. Not because you work hard. I am not growing anymore in the position I am at. Sometimes, I feeling like walking in and giving them my two weeks notice. I am so over working there!!! I get so grieved and anxious whenever it's time for me to go to bed to wake up the next day for "work". I want to do MORE with my life but I don't know how or WHERE to start. I have applied to a popular fashion school in NYC to only be put on the waiting list.....
I don't know what else to do. I do know that I want to work in the fashion industry. But WHICH part?.. They creative side or the business side??... I DONT KNOW! And I have recently obsessed with so many fashion bloggers, I want to experiment with that side of it also, but I don't really have the money for it. My taste doesn't much up with my funds at the moment, since I barely work. Last week I got FOUR hours! I mean c'mon how do they expect ANYONE to live off of that??.. I'm just at a really low place in my life right now. I just need guidance.... I don't know where to start... I just need to take a step in the right direction..


  1. great pants:)!
    please visit me in free time:)